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The ruin.

Sep. 2nd, 2026 04:27 am
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Just to be clear: I don’t think LLMs will be with us for long, at least not in their current form. But I do think that we’re living through a period of generational damage, one that will take years to repair, if not decades. For the last few years we have been watching a failed technology being deployed at scale: a technology built upon theft; upon inaccessible code; upon a flagrant disregard for work and for workers; upon ruinous environmental harms. After more than three years, “AI” has produced very little financial benefit outside of the largest companies hawking it. And in that time, after years of near-constant “AI” layoffs, I have heard and read so many accounts of people wondering if there’s still a place for them in the industry. I personally have several friends who have already left the industry.

When I say the phrase “generational damage,” I mean it.

Ethan Marcotte on all tomorrow’s parties.

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Tuesday @ 10:19 am

Sep. 1st, 2026 10:19 am
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Nothing says “gurl you’ve been skipping leg day” like an afternoon of gardening. Oof.

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Tuesday @ 8:40 am

Sep. 1st, 2026 08:40 am
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Real estate agent sounding so Sad and Regretful to inform me the owner of the place I was renting has decided to sell, not re-let, it so I don’t have to pay a lease break fee. sickos sickos2

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Tuesday @ 8:00 am

Sep. 1st, 2026 08:00 am
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Why is the one morning I have to get out of the house early for a blood test the one morning every pet has decided to conduct Emissions™ on the carpet overnight???

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Scene Film Festival Day

Aug. 31st, 2026 09:01 pm
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As I mentioned while talking about Levy Pride, I was happy to take part in some of the events outside the "main area" of the Klondyke Club. Going to the Lesbian Cheese Party was great fun, watching the arm wrestling and taking part in the cheese throwing, while still being back at the Klondyke for the dog show, which is the best part of this and any other pride.

This weekend is Manchester Village Pride, with lots of activities in the Village itself. There are also two official fringe events for the Pride - one is the family fun activities at the Great Northern this weekend, and the other is the Scene Film Festival which runs in the week before Pride.

Last Saturday after gym I went to Cultplex in Cheetham Hill to watch a couple of films as part of the Trans Image, Trans Experience (TITE) takeover of Cultplex. First up was "October Crow", written and directed by Jack Haven who I recently saw starring as Maddy in "I Saw The TV Glow". This clearly a labour of love, featuring a lot of Haven's real live friends, and written as a tribute to actor Peter Nolan Smith (Haven's upstairs neighbour). But it didn't really click for me - it was the kind of arty where every shot lingered about 25-50% longer than it needed to, the motivations of the characters weren't particularly clear or interesting, and shooting on iPhone meant that tracking shots going through light and dark areas suffered from the camera over-correcting the brightness in sometimes painful ways.

Fuelled by an excellent kebab, I watched the next film, "Puppygirl". The description of "a semi-delusional trans woman" in a "gonzo documentary" gave me the ick, but I decided to give the TITE and SCENE organisers the benefit of the doubt and I'm glad I did. Basically it's the story of Milo, a trans woman in Chicago, and part of a queer community there. Puppygirl play is really big among transfemmes, and people she's dating assume she's into it, when she's not. Then she gets invited to appear in a porn film as a puppygirl and decides to try and see what the fuss is about. The documentary follows the theme of a voyage of discovery, but is really a slice of life about Milo and her friends (including the film's director).

After that I headed over towards HOME for the free outdoor screening of "Clueless" with [personal profile] cosmolinguist. I thought I'd not seen it before, but within about 30 seconds of it starting I realised I had. So we just sat in the sunshine in deckchairs, drinking beer and enjoying the movie.

We missed the last few minutes of "Clueless" because it clashed with Greg Araki's "I Want Your Sex". This was a generation clash movie, with a famous Millennial artist who seduces her Gen Z intern into kinky sex. And like other Greg Araki films, it descends into nihilistic farce. If you like seeing horrible people doing horrible things and other people get sucked into their orbit and it all ending terribly, this is a fun film. In the video intro beforehand, Araki said it was an attempt to get the sexless Gen Z to fuck, and I don't think it works on that level - the main Gen Z character is clearly horny, and his life is ruined as a result. Still, it has a lot of Olivia Wilde in latex, so I could appreciate it on that aesthetic level. Also I was amused by my Gen Z friends' reaction to the film; they hated the fact that a powerful woman did terrible things and didn't really get any come-uppance. Perhaps that's the reaction Araki was trying to provoke?

Monday @ 3:30 pm

Aug. 31st, 2026 03:30 pm
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Two bundles of dead bamboo canes, tied up with string.

Doing the last-day-of-winter garden clean-up, including pruning all the dead canes out of the bamboo. These are a pain to try and put in trash bags to take down to the bins, so genius me decides to channel my inner peasant and . . .

Uuuuuh.

Huh.

One of those, uh. Words you don’t see much in the wild nowadays, hey.

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Music Monday

Aug. 31st, 2026 02:09 pm

Sunday @ 9:41 am

Aug. 30th, 2026 09:41 am
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Reading a smug blog post about a guy so fucking proud of himself that he managed to use his chatbot to "defeat" Anubis (the anti-chatbot scraping gateway) so he could scrape a website and it’s like . . .

Oh, I see. You saw the very glaringly obvious "do not scrape this website with your shitty chatbot" sign and you decided to feel smug about using your shitty chatbot to scrape this website? That’s what you did, huh. You saw someone saying "no" and you decided they meant "yes" instead. Now you’re real proud of yourself. I bet you fucking are. You fucking menace to fucking society. May you never be alone with another human being ever in your miserable fucking life.

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Can’t argue with that…

Aug. 29th, 2026 05:09 am
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AI Fiction Is Easy to Detect Because It’s Stupid and Bad, Research Finds

This one really is just all in the headline . . .

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A link about bombs

Aug. 28th, 2026 10:09 am
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By the way, here’s an excellent essay about game design that I don’t think I’ve contrived an excuse to link yet: “Bomb Sense,” by danbo. (Danbo being the auteur behind Blue Revolver and, uh, apparently Scrandle.)

I think about this essay very frequently, not least because of how much I struggled to, like, independently derive the necessity and nature of bomb sense prior to reading it. (I went from “bombs are bad because they’re a mechanic the game doesn’t want you to use” to “bombs are legitimate but I’m fukken bad at em and can’t see how to get good” to “oh, I thought reaction-bombing was the be-all-end-all, but actually 80% of the time bombs are about either perceiving the future or detecting when you’re off-route”.)

He’s basically saying that bombs are a kickass mechanic because it feels awesome to use them well and they open up a lot of space for player agency and complex decision-making, but they’re a tough mechanic to build around because they rely on a ton of broad and focused knowledge and skill acquisition before a player can use them fluently. It’s this nasty design tension, where you’ve got this powerful experience that can’t be had any other way, but the way to lead a player into that experience is basically an unsolved problem.

1cc: Mushihimesama

Aug. 27th, 2026 04:57 pm
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Hey by the way!! I don't think I mentioned it here yet, but a month or two back, I finally notched that Mushihimesama (maniac mode) 1cc that I was working on! A pointless but incredibly satisfying achievement. 📺 I got a video of it up on YouTube if you're interested (you are not required to be interested).

Dealing with the gauntlet of stage 5 kind of unlocked a couple things in my brain, especially around routing bullet cancels. (Certain large enemies will erase all enemy bullets on death, and you often want to carefully time this to guarantee a safe recovery from a bunch of other enemies making the screen unlivable. This means you have to treat the scariest baddies as a precious resource, which is fascinating.)

Anyway, that's my first proper clear of a Cave title. I'm back to working on Ketsui, which I like better than Mushi but which I had put aside for a bit once I realized I was close to a Mushi clear if I focused.

Ketsui doesn't really have alternate modes or difficulties (unless you count the oddball arranged modes included in the M2 port), and it also doesn't have "rank" (dynamic difficulty, where the aggression scales depending on player actions) — it just presents the same impossible-looking wall to every player. But at the time I originally picked it up, I found that weirdly comforting — there was no question of whether I was "doing it right" or choosing the appropriate mode, you know? Pick your ship, approach your target, and attack.

Agents vs. agency.

Aug. 27th, 2026 03:45 am
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AI agents are agents of the person or organization that deploys them—and should be treated by the law as such. If a company hired human writers to write its summaries, that company would be liable for inaccuracies in those summaries. If a company’s human agent signed contracts in the company’s name, that company would be bound by those contracts. And if a doctor gave dangerously wrong medical advice, they would be liable for malpractice.

To allow businesses to hide behind the excuse of faulty AI in those same circumstances would be a massive handout to companies, and would introduce disastrous incentives for corporate misbehavior. Why hire human writers, lawyers or doctors when AIs are not only cheaper, but also absolve employers whenever they make a mistake?

Bruce Schneier on what should be obvious.

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Disaster looming

Aug. 26th, 2026 06:04 am
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I've recently gotten an obligation free life (time limit) and faced with so much free time I immediately filled it up with things to do with friends, like movies, play times, game stuff, etc, and now I suddenly have no time and I just accidentally added one piece more and I feel like that was my paper thin wafer.

Every day I super envy Triplicate Girl's powers.

I've been messing with a game called Spirit City which is just a productivity app with dress up elements and I really do enjoy getting the little spirits in it (you figure out the clues and then leave your character doing the right things for like an hour, because you're supposed to be using it to focus on work, not playing it) and I am well pleased how easily I was able to make my little guy Silver Cygnet in it.

I haven't done a lot of art lately but I do have some to post. I want to finish a planned piece of Silver Cygnet as the Hanged Man first though.

Summer is coming to a close and it's my birthday in a few days. We're going to be having a tea party!

Also every once in a while something goes POP in my kitchen and I haven't figured out what. It's fine. It's fine.

QRtype

Aug. 25th, 2026 08:54 am
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A font that generates QR codes. Weirdly, also probably compatible with screen readers?

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Nothing will ruin my beautiful day.

Aug. 24th, 2026 09:26 am
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So... fourteen years ago, my mother was still alive, if barely. I woke up screaming that morning, one of only a few very inexplicable things that's ever happened to me. Just after sundown that Friday night, she was gone. I was watching the special features on The Hour. My dad called me around 9 and said, "Well, it's all over."

I took today off for her yahrzeit. I was going to go to the Garfield Park Conservatory, because she loved those places and would go even in her wheelchair, when she was in rough shape, to the Franklin Park Conservatory in Columbus; it's closed today, though. I was maybe going to go to a new-to-me museum as a backup, maybe the National Museum of Mexican Art in Pilsen, but that's closed too. Luckily, it is the most gorgeous day imaginable out there, mild and sunny with not a cloud in the sky. So I don't feel bad that Gingko and I will be chilling at home.

Yesterday, a friend volunteered her husband and kids to help me put some things in my walls. I now have my banjo hanging right where I can see it, thus tempting me to play it more. The ukuleles will join it as soon as I dig up the hangers I got for them a million years and many moves ago. The full-length mirror is off the floor and right where I'll use it, which means I can offload the much bigger leaning mirror that I like but which doesn't fit in my space anymore. Best of all, my bookshelves are up in my green dining room, and I'm going to finally unpack so many of the ceramics and other objects from home to go on display again after being packed up for almost 10 years.

Some other things I will be doing to honor my mom today:
  • Listening to a Book-on-Tape while organizing and cleaning

  • Playing all of Joni Mitchell's Blue, especially "Little Green"

  • Telling myself in her cadence "You look terriffic!"

  • Loving on my goofy hound

  • Baking from a package, because although she was a phenomenal cook and baker, she wasn't above Jiffy-brand corn muffins first thing in the morning

  • Working on a craft, or at the very least admiring the many framed master-level needlepoint pieces I just unboxed recently

  • Making a bigot mad by doing the right thing and telling them off for it

  • Laughing so much and telling people I love them
Our softball regular season ends tonight with a double header for rain makeups, so I will be out doing sports and then carousing with my team and the rest of the league tonight. But I'll be lighting her candle before I leave. ✶

Music Monday

Aug. 24th, 2026 02:09 pm

Monday @ 9:42 am

Aug. 24th, 2026 09:42 am
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Getting into a deep discussion last night with some Youths™ re. the benefits, or rather lack thereof, of wearing a glove while golfing wrt. aura farming.

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Busy Day

Aug. 24th, 2026 12:15 am
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Today was set aside for doing some chores. Didn't quite get as much done as I'd hoped, but...

  • Helped [personal profile] mother_bones buzz their hair
  • Started sorting through shed stuff that's been on the dining room table for a while with [personal profile] cosmolinguist
    • Binned one old air mattress as unsalvageable
    • Started testing another for slow puncture - if it's good, we'll donate it, otherwise we'll bin it
    • The posh one with the self-inflator is broken, so I took the motor unit out to see if it can be repaired
    • Bungee cords are now in the car boot, and some car leads are in the car leads bag
  • Sorted out what's happening with this Tuesday's Queer Club
  • Did the artwork and social media posts for Queer Club

Not bad for a day that started with a lie-in after a hectic Saturday - which I hope to write about later too.

Monday @ 8:34 am

Aug. 24th, 2026 08:34 am
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Email from LiveJournal congratulating me on my blog's 23rd birthday.

. . . love getting these for journals that aren’t even my my main/OG account.

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Friday @ 8:31 am

Aug. 21st, 2026 08:31 am
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Gray tabby/tortie lounging across a computer desk with a calculating expression.

Plotting Crimes™.

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